......kill one bird with two stones type of guy.

Doesn't it suck when you want something you can't have, or there's something you want to do but it just doesn't happen. That's how I feel at the moment. I want something so bad, but it is so far away.

FFFFFFFFFFFUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCCCCCCCCCCCC CCCCCCKKKKKKKKKKK!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Also I want to write, there is so much I want to put down, so much I want to say, but it just isn't happening. I can actually be fucked working on something and it just wont work.



Ahhhhh, just chucked my headphones on, needed to withdraw into my own little world, block out the rest of the world, it'd help more if I couldn't see it. I might relocate too shortly, the joys of having a laptop.

I'm going to blame this mood on the heat, it makes me cranky, though it's not totally to blame.